JOY❥JOY

2009-09-01T15:34:00.004+08:00

MOVED

MOVED(:

Here.

2009-08-27T17:41:00.003+08:00

Recently has been watching 命中注定我爱你 every weekday,because of

纪宝贝

it's super ADORABLE! make me urgently wanna to adopt it xD!*giggles*

Tests/Project had ended*clap hands*
time to prepare for EXAMMM ><

2009-08-23T01:01:00.009+08:00

Just finish revised of 3-4 chapters of MME
Right hand aching =/ Shall contiue tmr? xD

Browse some video of korean kids

"Sorry Sorry and Again Again"

Mini Wonder Girls

I keep on laughing-non-stop!Especially the way he sing and reaction !

Adorable, aren't they?:D
Another thought, considering move either livejournal or tumblr or stay back to blogger o.O?
Shall decide again? winks*

All right, off to dreamland (:

2009-08-21T20:38:00.004+08:00

Overdued Photo

Together As One (:

Time to play ,Play Hard;

Time to study, Work Hard.

3 more tests to GOOO !:<

2009-08-16T13:31:00.008+08:00

Watched with Leen and Jy.

Firstly , i was shocked together with them -.-
Secondly ,some elderly watched wrong movie and yet they found it nice, cute isn't it?

LOL :D!

Ben's 21th Birthday Chalet(:

Monday BLUEEE for tmr :(

2009-08-09T14:14:00.008+08:00

Where I belong
Where I Keep My Heart And Soul
Where Dreams Come True For Us
When We Walk Together Hand In Hand
Toward A Future So Bright
Where I belong
Where I Keep My Heart And Soul
When We Are One Big Family
I Want A Whole World To Know
I Want To Shout It Loud
That This Is Where I Belong.

Theis song recalled me, during Primary 5 went for NDP(:
Meaningful song , isn't it?

Wish

a Happy 43th + 1 Nation ,1 People,1 Singapore =

44th Birthday! :D

Last but not least wish August Babies a Happy Birthday too !

2009-08-06T20:33:00.004+08:00

*Idiotic Bloody Computer *
Always not gone smoothly !

Can i have a break?:(

2009-08-04T16:40:00.007+08:00

Back home from Ikea with Alvin and Jy, it was too tiring =/! Show lecturer the storyboard ideas just now it's approved and going to do for the next step (:
MME theory ytd was keep on LAUGH-ING NON-STOP :D!

PI0904J

Never fall to make us laugh almost everyday!

I have another new family ^^!

(sorry for misunderstood during begin of the school )

2009-07-30T23:20:00.011+08:00

Lesson are full of laughter.Classmates super HIGH include me :D
Went C.A with Alvin , Leen and Jy after school. On the way we keep on laughing non-stop like nobody business through reach home about Jy & others. Our mouth are super cramp! Ate some puffs at Polar too.Really enjoyable! Thank to Alvin'treat (:

Ohya currently do a project of MME need grp of 2 and name it as
" Shazleen and Joyce = SJ = Super Junior "xDDDD!

and. And AND finally i know what wrong with my CPU already (:!

Let it learn a lesson
A leopard will never change it spot.

2009-07-26T22:36:00.007+08:00

H1N1 getting more and more cases even got dead case D; ! and people falling sick like sore throat , flu , headaches blah blah blah...after that got MC not going school or work either for excuse. For me ,sore throat still not well yet still eat fried foods :S

School tmr again ._.

최종훈 Oppa (Another ♥ of mine)

Cute or not?*giggles*

2009-07-24T21:26:00.006+08:00

IHATE Cramp! yet came to update xD Tag getting fewer and fewer,"Where are readers gone to?"*full of question marks* Suppose wanna to change my blogskin nothing much of the design's special so i did changed my blog song (I bet the previous song had been listen until zzZZ already right?) Laughs* Watched Harry Potter finally!Rumours said bored but for me overall quite funny especially RON part it's quite complicated also only know in the end the principal had died.The Final will be two-part film slated released next year and following year(:

Solar eclipse shrouds Asia in cloak of darkness

India and China witness at 9:36 am 22 July 2009
Singapore might next year? Idk?:/

Random pictures.

Who Will I Run To?

2009-07-20T23:00:00.005+08:00

JOYCE WANT TO BE A
HAPPY-GO-LUCKY GIRL:D!

will you's SUPPORT her?o.0

2009-07-17T16:34:00.013+08:00

Had a painful sore throat since ytd >; i hate it, make myself getting weak and weaker -.-Finally Mr.Sathesh come back to teach us *clap hands *start to prefer his teaching instead of another xD and i got back my CMOS theory result already it's passed yet lecturer's dissapointed =P Shall work hard next time winks* Done new assigment today, grp with Jiahan (: Harry Potter movie had broadcast ytd suppose to watch with classmates end up didn't meanwhile didn't manage to find someone accompany watch in the end gonna to watch with Summer real soon =D

I'm CRAVING for fried foods please
>.<

YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH !
AINT A FRIEND OF MINE

2009-07-14T19:40:00.002+08:00

快乐以后还会有永远

Currently watching another HK drama show xD

Test're coming, gonna to buck-up ! (:

shall not continue further ; going off to MacDonald meet Co. winks*

It's does not deserve to BE
not even a true friend at all.

2009-07-11T18:19:00.006+08:00

在爱情里太笨是不是我太天真?

Forget yet can't ):

2009-07-07T22:46:00.005+08:00

21th Birthday to 김상범 Oppa !
Stay CUTE & CHARMING esp. your smile !
XOXO

can i have the HUGE BEAR which he holding xD

Sweet, Sour, Salty & Bitter
Without them , life can't go on...

2009-07-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

Back to school today.

Everyone complain why got school today as it's Youth Day T.T Normal timetable same as last term ; one word "SIANS":( Lunch at LJS E.P with the guys aftermath they put us on aeroplane after lunch so Jy and i went back school for the rest of the lesson end ard 1600 plus .

Totally tiredness & moodless today

Another day of the school again ...

2009-07-04T13:42:00.005+08:00

林依晨 Ariel had released her first album soon -10th July(:

& She feat.이동해 & 최시원 MV broadcast finally!

The mv SUPER CUTE lah! Esp 동해 <3333!

2009-07-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

생일축하합니다 SUMMER!!!
May all your dream/wishes come TRUEEE (:

Got 感动吗? =X
Meet up soon ok? :D

Monday Monday Monday FASTER COME xD!

2009-06-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

You didn't give me the answer
but you give me problem to solve

Went to Nafa Show with mylin after our art class . I am impressed of their works damn creative and nice :D! Aftermath hang ard at bugis area and went back tamp to meet up mum to visit grandma(:

Something had bother me. Shall i apply for poly/nafa/lasell for next year? OR Shall i continue study for another year of higher nitec?

&.I left one more week of holiday , what am i going to do with it? :O

Sigh!*shake head*

2009-06-26T00:47:00.001+08:00

Meet up Jy and Leen, train and bus to the BBQ pit. Saw Fauzi, his Gf and Kong at there .Slowly one by one the others came (: I was bullied by some guys ): , because i am the only one wear the cap due to the hot weather -.- Ard 1900plus, went E-hub with Steven & Co. on the way walking had lot of laughters non-stop espically Steven keep on disturb Me and Jy >.< . Went arcade to play racing-car with them , awhile Rachel and Jonathan came, walk back to the pit again. On the way to the bus-stop, we walk through the grass ground it totally dark and got small frogs & other creatures pop up i was screaming*and yet the guys still frighten me . Supposed the guys plan to have programmes because the night is still young end up everybody dcd to go home *laughs*
reached 2300plus again (:

Saw rainbow at there :D

Leen

Brad Pit and His Gf

Baby Foot of mine xD

Izza

Kong

Sarah

Ifah

our madness pose laughs*

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

Evening time went C.A with Summer & Co. Ard 2200 FT.Island came out :D Hired cab to chase them all the way to the hotel it's damn freaking crazy & high as this is my first time chasing idol somemore is KOREAN XDDD! Reached home ard 2300plus, damn tired-ing ): but i'm super HAPPY *BIG SMILE* (: and 김사 to Summer and Joann :D

CUTE♥♥♥!

2009-06-24T21:37:00.007+08:00

Meet up Steven & Co. at tamp inter, went LSJ to have their breakfast + lunch while waiting for Sk , took Bus 10 to katong shopping centre . We're late for half an hour and Jy had reached there xD Singing , Laughter and Camewhoring started (: A blink of eyes our ktv session had end at 1600 suppose wanna to extend our time due to we have too many songs to sing but too pity someone had booked ): Aftermath , we separated ways guys went to play dota while Jy and me meet up Shazleen shopping ; slacked at LSJ had heart to heart talk with them suppose want to meet up the guys again end up never ): Reached home ard 2100plus.Had a great time with them afterall ^^

I super ♥ today weather :D!

2009-06-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

Happy PaPa Day !

Thank you for your hard work all these years (:

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-06-19T12:24:00.005+08:00

有一天我翻开旧旧的相簿
上面写着给最心爱的宝物
里面有我穿幼稚园的制服

再见了小时候懵懂的我

现在的梦已经成熟

快乐什么时候会结束呢?

多麼希望回到那年。。。

2009-06-13T22:35:00.008+08:00

Aloha Holidays :DDD~!

Meet up with my (L) family, benard had put us in aeroplane but i still had a GREAT time with them ! Can't wait for the next outing again ~:D

the part which i keep on laughing non-stop for no idea :P

& they cn't tahan me =x

Smoochies (L)

Summmerrr

Adelineee

Gossip might hard to believe

See the truth , you will know

2009-06-09T16:38:00.003+08:00

My class is chasing BOF show ~ㅋㅋㅋ.

Last mintues decision, to catch this movie with Jy, Shazleen and Alvin just now (: For the Part I i had just watched last sun which broadcast on channel 5 and i had been on laughing non-stop especially the part of the monkey damn cute xD it's a GREAT SHOW to recommend afterall winks*

Cheer up, Jy(:

Did sound forge test just now , hopefully i pass? =/ Thur will be CMOS theory *OhGosh* i gonna to fail for it? because i not kinda understand ):

Idk why my msn account can't log in *idiot*

2009-06-07T23:19:00.006+08:00

A penny of thought

turn GOOD become EVIL ?

Forget the HISTORY and GO ON ?

No idea? *wonder-ing*

I had learn some cantonese words ytd :D

2009-06-05T20:21:00.011+08:00

I had found 2 of BOF Fans in my class ! Ifah ♥ 구준표(이민호) , Sarah ♥ 윤지후(김현중) and for Me 소이정(김범):DDD We're craziest over themmmm ~ *giggles*

Lesson as usual today , break time went cafe 2 after school accompany JY and Steven till 2 because they'll have O level english lesson after that. Had lot of laughter with them especially after rachel came to join us, guys keep disturb her *laughs* and stupid Desmond and Sk keep on disturb 김범 name -.- especially Desmond disturb-ing in the class till all the way home *idiot* Love begin with them, although i didnt talk much with them but they never fall to make me laugh non-stop ^^

Went home with them aftermath. Oh gosh ~ weather is damn freaking hot like sauna and either level six or seven storey of my blk's renovating *damn irrating* please :@!Changed up and went to visit Granny with mum, she's so CUTE today LOL=P

i'm BROKE yet i still lot of stuffs wanna to buy D;
Money , Money , Moneyyy
* can you drop down from the sky ? :O*

Granny (: i like her hairstyle which cut by some voluteener

Went expo (John Little Sale) with them during break time ytd (;

during CMOS lesson jus now :D

C'mon don't just ~~READ~~;

SPAM my tagboard winks*

2009-05-30T23:21:00.001+08:00

Meet up Gfs up for study
instead of staying at home

He's mixed and
ADORABLE !:D

ate dinner at Bedok85 before heading home (:

Please kindly tag on my new tag box Thank(U)s

2009-05-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

History photo of my classmates

More and more tests are COMING ><

Ps. H1N1 Swine Flu case had break 1st case in Singapore=/

2009-05-21T23:02:00.009+08:00

i want Nobody Nobody Nobody
but YOU

Almost my whole class addict to this song *giggle(:* No idea why i start to dislike weekend because•BORING yawns* •Headaches for the whole day-.- i can't wait for monday to come , to have FUN and JOKEs with my PIJ Pretty and Dudes :DDDD

Taggy Replied
sunny: make new friends...be socialise
sunny: enjoy skool while u can!weeeee!
Joy: Yuppies i super enjoy my school :D

summer: oh, that bodyguard cf. aaha
Joy: Yeah, Kibum damn handsome lah ! =X

yunyun: relink me
Joy: Ok(:

Joyce: Faster update.
Joy: Nothing much to update (:

xinyi: yea. meetup soon! :D
Joy: Sure !

Mylin: GF
Mylin: Thanksssss! Teehees~ :D
Joy: Welcommeeee GF (L)

2009-05-20T21:18:00.004+08:00

OMG~ Isn't them DAMN sweet like honey?

Can i have it too?
*it's just a dream JOYCE!* ><

2009-05-15T21:32:00.008+08:00

김상범 Oppa
Isn't he handsome? Esp His (: damn CHARMING please !
꽃보다 男子 BROADCAST-ing tomorrow ~
Can't wait Can't wait

During break-time in school , out of sudden stomach super pain keep on diarrhoea non-stop luckily my girl-mates there with me (: Guess i eat wrong thing in the morning? :O Thankfully today lesson is end early if not x_x . Reached home went to have rest and keep on running in and out for the toilet making me feel damn weak ><. Hope i'll recovering soon (:

Congratulate to my dearest MYLIN ; She got into Lasalle :D ! & i had upload some photo which i took at FB do comment for me ! THANK A MILLION ^^

2009-05-14T21:09:00.009+08:00

Pardon me for not update last few days because i had no topic no pictures lastly lazyness to blog winks*

PE lesson today is canceled due to the TRACK & FIELD, so planned to eat breakfast with desmond & co. Suppose meet at 9 end up everyone're late , only jiahan who reached early laughs* Ard 9.30 everyone had reach ahead to macdonald oppsite kfc,everyone bought the breakfast expect jy and me (: Chat and joke with them , damn FUNNY :D Finally they ate finish took bus 31 to school we're obviously LATE for lesson for 45min? Before going up we still consider want to go or nt because it might end soon in the end we decide to went up ; THANK MR YEO is there if not x_x .Lesson continue as usual , end school ard 4plus. Went to TM slacking with desmond and jy aftermath home sweet home (:

Huhu ~my eye had abit sore =/

i seemed to be happy
yet aint i ):

2009-05-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

Wish all mothers' a

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! (L)

Poor granny celebrate her day at hosptial , visted her ytd and feel she had aged lot ): tmr she'll be having operation ; pray hard and hope everything gone smooth for her (:

2009-05-06T20:01:00.009+08:00

Here go my 100th post
HAHA :D
*not funny right? -.-*

It's fourth week of school start to use study at simei ite alr esp. my lovely classmates (: Monday blueeee had turn to monday rainbow :D Because Mr.Sathesh wont be teaching us CMOS for this week due to his wife in labour so Mr.Hoh take over us (:Lastly Grandma had admit to hospital because her rip bone had broken ): most sadly i can't get to visit her because of the H1N1 Swine Flu x_x Well ...pray hard she'll be speedy recovery (:

Want to know how my new hairstyle look like?

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Tata ~ Ugly right? Regret cutting it :B

Camwhoring in class

JYJY

Izza {She's my first friend who i made
in the first day of school}

Shazleen

Milo Milo Milo {Cutest malay guy in my class}
look like japan style isn't he?

Grrs~Everyone had start their cca, when is mine? =/
idiot idiot idiot !

Why am i still alone?
我可以不要一个人吗?
一个人的感觉好孤单):

2009-05-03T22:20:00.003+08:00

Joyce had new fringe hairstyle and cut short D:
Damn freaking weird , i want back my old fringe><

Hair Hair Hair grow faster okie?xD

LOL!

Tag Replied
jy: hee.lovely....
Joy: Hehe see ya in school :D

Jiahui: hahas!! you crazy girl too!!! love ya!!
Joy: HAHA!wees ~

samantha: lol..i'm CRAZY GIRL ?? who say soo man ! but hahahah it's quite true oso..i'm INDEED CRAZY !!! ROAR
Joy: U are not meh? LOL since when u become lion =X

Ade: ahhh! my favourite song. hehe. missyou!
Ade: i'm your ger, right?! lol:D
Joy: YUP my pretty ger :D isit? missyou too when meet up ):

Mylin: seeya on tues! dun worried about yr hair liao lah. lol
Joy: Still worry , tmr go school cnnt face pple liao ><

off to dream-land, schooling tmr (:

2009-05-01T14:37:00.008+08:00

Hello May (:

Tears drop down from my cheeks):

동해Oppa, FIGHTING!(: (L)

2009-04-30T20:11:00.008+08:00

i wish i wish i wish ...

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过.

School as usual for this week but we still have our laughter and fun during school time esp ytd Guna bring the whle class down to play games activities it's FUN:D! but ): it last day he taking us but we still got chance contact with him ^^ Anyway This coming sat will be having a PIJ class outing.Not the whole class including me're not going (: Yippe! no school tmr but soon monday blue's coming x_x

Bad news, swine flu had spread the whole world sound scary ~ everyone better take good care don't fall sick (:

PS. MYLINNN's my SWEETEST GF (L)
JWs copy MEOW xD
MD's evil ><
Jiahui/ Samantha're CRAZY girl =X
JY/Leen're my CLOSE mate (:
more and more ...
oops=x i'm HIGH!

2009-04-25T20:41:00.006+08:00

Went down to Summer'hse pass her printed documents visit QQ too
Such a long time didnt see him,and grown up but still damn ADOREABLE lah:D

This month weather's super weird -.- Day weather's freaking HOT like suna , at night wind blowstronger heard that previous day had a small typchoon pass it's super scary please :S
Ps. Rain Rain Rain Please Come ~

Everyone had their own problem to brood/trouble over include me too
C'mon let CHEER UP everyone
Don't Worry Be Happy !(:

Why can't i think postive always

and negative instead ):

2009-04-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

After telematch ended, meet Gfs to Changi Airport
slacking , laugh like nobody business lastly camwhoring too(:
Dinner at Manpuku locate at Tampines1 *two thumb up* :D
This few days stomach's not feeling well =/

Let Jump :D!

Enough of jumping , let take group photo ^^

Pardon me which i have took many photo of me:B!

Shall i still purse the matter? or Don't?

2009-04-18T19:41:00.006+08:00

Weekend had approaching :D

Had a principal talk ytd , end at 10.15. Suppose had lesson after this end up we went to cafe 1 to had our breakfast and we are LATE but when we reached classroom the lesson haven start because lectures and the rest waiting for us hahas! and Mr Sathesh's kind to dismiss us early by half-hour suppose to end at 12 so end at 11.30 :D After lesson end went to Tamp Inter meet up mylin had our lunch at The Cafe Cartel and went to watch " 17 Again ". Zac Efron's FREAKING HANDSOME please >< Went to Tampines 1 aftermath(:

Next week'll be starting normal timetable =/

2009-04-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

So Near Yet So Far

perhaps , Perhaps, PERHAPS
really need time
):

如果全世界都停了电
我卷着身体缩成一个圈像一个句点.

2009-04-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

First day orientation

Library Talk

During amazing race

PI0904J

Once again i'm shortert and oldest in class -.-

a blink of eyes two days of the orientation had come to the end ): Start normal lesson today thank goodness! ~~ms pan~~ is not the one teaching me life-skill =X during break time went EP with classmates for lunch. CMOS lesson's boring i can't even catch what the teacher is talking because he's india lecture -.- End lesson early meet samantha and kenneth took bus back to inter and went to find mylin. We did had some catch-up :D

i had no idea why nowadays i super sotong :/ and i'm every exhausted right now ):

2009-04-13T21:56:00.006+08:00

the VERY first day of school at ITE Collage East today (: Reached school went to indoor sporthall, search for my name and my class there're lot of classlists and make me found until @.@. Saw until esmond( my ex-church friend till now) he damn funny and blurred didn't know which class he is in so pity he not same class as me ):Beside him,qaiyum and jundiah study same school too ex-4T10 had united :D Abt 1012am orientation started,played some games like ice-breaking, squarriel it's damn FUN can! and BL(brigde leader)'re damn funny and friendly :D We did took a grp photo (: During orientation and break-time bump until some friends in the school area.Lastly had made some new classmates and two ex-prss students same class as me, they're friendly too! {sound like i use "friendly" lot of time =P} Anw hope to know them more for nxt 2 years ^^ End orientation ard 1600plus meet samantha go home together (: at first the feeling is totally weird and strange :/ but overall's FUN :D i can't wait for tmr activity ~

Ps.i miss DMD classmates):

2009-04-11T17:29:00.005+08:00

Ahh ~ Chooo! i guess i gg to sick soon or later :(
a big THANK for the bad weather awhile sunny awhile rainy -.-

Heh Heh ! i addict to play RC at facebook ^^
Those who have facebook acc go play this game (:
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Right now i'm crunchy-ing donuts which brother brought ytd *yummys* :D!

0ne more day to GOx_x

2009-04-09T23:39:00.006+08:00

Somehow i wish i can invent something which make time turn back...

If possible, where do you want
to turn back to ?:/

2009-04-07T12:17:00.009+08:00

Boys Over Flowers

Spring Waltz

Likeable Or Not

Had been watching korean drama shows, more and MORE coming up (: ! meanwhile watching i learn more of korean lanuages ㅋㅋㅋ !

Yippee ~my MSPS gf had came back to spore ytd ! :D
gonna to meet her soon (:

The happier i am the anxious i become
i am so afraid it won't be long
afford something bad happen
adore rain and sorrows find us
and the happiness is just a memory

2009-04-04T18:46:00.005+08:00

Moviesss~ which i wanna to watch :D
Anyone?

How,How,How?
Joyce still haven decide ):

2009-04-02T21:03:00.003+08:00

Another month had passed (:

Joyce need pretty & dudes' opinion
Should she cut her hair short or
keep it long? :/

Finally my sunburn's getting better and skin had peeling off but the colour is SUPER BLACK -.-
quite regret sun-tanning ; i want back my white skin );

Tag me, all right?

2009-03-31T20:25:00.009+08:00

Colourful Day

Today's not a colourful day for me ): Thought today is the date for resigster Higher Nitec end up i saw wrong date is suppose to be ytd :S How carelessness am i ! but THANK God the deadline for the payment is today :D Pass up the biodata forms, did colour blind test, photo-taking of the ezlink card and lastly bought school uniform end up bought 1 PE and 1 skirt because no more stock of my size -.- Guess have to buy during school reopen (: and i'm OFFICALY become a Higher Nitec student in simei, hope i can work hard to get in poly in two years time .Thank Sam for accompany(:

Bon voyage to my dearest sweet gf MSPS♥
Enjoy your trip (:
See you back in seven days time ^^

Time for Fun,
Time for Tear,
A moment of Joy,
A moment of Grief.

2009-03-30T14:42:00.002+08:00

Memories flash back in my mind

2009-03-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

Sentosa Trip(:

Mylin

Eeqah

JOYFUL :D

Sentosa, here we COME :B!

this pose must be LAUGH OUT LOUD!

CANDID SHOT!

like aunty -.-

Kinder Joy

notice someone put a pose too =X

She look like having spa =X

SandCastle

vodka and whiskey

i LOVE this effect !

Happy Three Friends

Let "JUMP"! ONE!

TWO!

THREE!

After washed up (:

tickets of combo skyrides and luge

this EFFECT cool!

Lastly Goodbye Sentosa ):

Poor mylin had been bully by us =P

When i reach home,back having sunburn and it's damn painful and red >.<

afterall it's DAMN FUN and tired trip!:D Can't wait for next date with them ^^

Aw~ These few days Computer come back with same problems again =/
PLEASE, don't spoil ~
no more money to operation for you already ):

2009-03-24T19:22:00.002+08:00

Plan to stay at home for the whole day again.Receive last minutes date from meiyan (: It's had been such a long time didn't meet her from last year dec BBQ ! Accompany her hang around to look for her formal top and bottom for this coming friday to receive awards from secondary school (: We did catch up alittle too! Meanwhile her friend , Rachel join us awhile and i went down to Parkway find eileen , reach Parkway i can't manage to find the place which eileen work i keep on running up and down alone somemore pathetic right? LOL finally i saw, step in didn't manage to talk to her due she's busy so i bought my stuffs and went home (:

2009-03-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

Meet up mylin , went to bugis took neoprint aftermath went to vivo city catch a movie end up all tickets had sold out , hang ard at vivo city , train to puggol suppose took 34 to Changi Airport end up both of us tired =/.
Anyway THANK for the everything including company and stuffs!:D

Lemon Cheese cake which she baked , it doesn't look nice but it taste HEAVENLY GOOD!

the BIGGEST Birthday Card i received

lastly the present

She's my DEAREST SWEETEST GIRLFRIEND(L)
2 years plus of friendship still counting ^^

Your true colours might be show soon or later

2009-03-19T22:28:00.006+08:00

This post filled with photo of
"PULAU UBIN" Trip
with mum'friends and a father of 2 children joined us too ^^

Ps.i met a cute sunshine boy =P
xoxo

Lastly " HAPPY 19th Birthday To ME! "
Pray hard and wish my wishes come true !:D
Thank people for your wishes , i'm appreciated (:

whatever you give in may not be what you get in return

2009-03-15T14:08:00.008+08:00

Had been running up and down to IT Fair for this 3 days
Ytd last min , brother ask me to take over his place to my cousin wedding at FULLERTON HOTEL end everything ard 2225 uncle drove us home 2430(:

my FAVOURITE aunty/maid
she's had been taking care us for 19 years ♥

His eyes' damn BIG and SHINE , the moment he saw me called me "jiejie"
Adorable right? :D

Tag Replied

summer: nice!! teach me how to take like thia. my camera isn't that good. i also wanna buy new one!! hahah!
-> nahs, i not that pro ;anw i can teach you you wan to buy what type one?o.O

Ade: yes we will ! shall visit QQ again with you someday!
-> Ok can i wanna to visit him again :D

Mindy: gt flyer distrubutor jobs, go take a look. =)
-> Ok noted (:

Joann: hahas. Yea.. Omg.. QQ cute right.. You will starts to miss him soon.. =p
-> YES! start to miss him alr hahas !

Greg: What camera did you use to take your pictures?
-> Canon Digital Camera (:

Joyce: Hello, still remember me? Haha.. stay strong my girl. Fighting!
-> Yup still remember you , ok i will thanks (:

Joann: U r tagged
-> thank you (:

Everyone grow mature , tall and big
as for me?
Why am i still a little girl among everyone around me?
i don't like the feeling at all><

2009-03-12T14:32:00.002+08:00

Wohoo~
Super Junior 3rd Album release TODAY!:D
"Sorry Sorry"

2009-03-11T20:35:00.009+08:00

Went Summer House today visit QQ (: it's damn ADOREABLE and PLAYFUL :D He keep on crawling toward me >.< Damn funny part is i call him QiQi =X

Tmr and Fri going down to IT show (:
&. Super Junior Album 3 's coming real soon!:D

Tag Replied
samantha: WOW....THE PIC WAS GREAT MAN !
->Hahas thanks ^^

Ade: nice pics taken, ger(: shall see ya real soon cause i really missed you so much.
-> Thank you my ger (; yup we'll meeting soon all right? iMu too);

Joann: Omg.. U went to natas to work? I actually wanted to go check out the airtix price but i am working.
-> Yup , i worked over there (; hahas isit?

Joann: =( So is it alot people??
->Hmmm.. all right not really (;

wanting: ok! linked! =)
->Ok thank you (;

SUMMER: Are those photos taken by you? LOL!! your hai hai song scared me la =X
->Yuppies , my dearest ah ma !(; LOL laughs* i changed alr ^^ QQ's damn ADOREABLE!

Mylinnnnnn: blog blog. CYY cheer up k? :D
->i'm blogging now (; THANK YOU SPS:D

Ade: 罗志祥's very handsome leh ger! omg >< & you must go & see QQ, he's very cute. lol
-> Haha yup ! u didn't go his autograph? Yes! i did see him just now DAMN ADOREABLE PLEASE ! >.<

Sahiran: hey..hopefully u will get in to poly ok
Sahiran: dun worry
Sahiran: haha
Sahiran: good luck to u n all ur frends
-> Ok thank you ! ^^ good luck to you for the interview too!:D

Keep my TAGBOARD ALIVE :D

2009-03-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

0903

Accompany mom dwn to Red Hill to pay her school fee , trained back to tampines
watch THE BLOODY VALENTINE 3D movie with mylin , it's damn disgusting and scary suddenly the whle GV electrical stop , was told either wait awhile more or refund end up we dcd to refund but the queue it damn long so we dcd to come back tmr (:

1003

Went down to TP again pass up the appeal letter, aftermath went TM to refund the movie tickets
lastly ate lunch at THE CAFE CARTEL *two thumb up* :D

2009-03-06T12:29:00.008+08:00

Meet up mylin , off to TP to pass up our re-appeal letter , end up still need our N level cert it's such a wasted trip anw gg to go dwn again with testmonial from lecture(;

Aftermath meet mum at inter took bus 23 to NAFA school ask more info ; train to simei to meet my gfs at EP to see Show 罗志祥 , such a coincidence i saw until 1 of the security guards which work at NATAS FAIR but he didn't saw me because he's busy :D Ard 7plus ,Show 罗志祥 came , the whle shopping mall's full of screaming and shouting >.< {my both ears'hurting}trained back to tampines saw derrick & his CO. accompany gfs awhile , off to meet eddy awhile went back to find my gfs again and last minutes of decision to watch movie - "Marley and Me" it's damn touching movie,and worth to watch :D

2009-03-05T20:56:00.004+08:00

two words to describe my mood + feeling

"VEXED"
"COMPLICATED"

well... application's unsucessful ): going to re-appeal again
accompany mylin print works and develop photo
went korean shop again ;
everytime go there will become aunty -.- laughs*

tmr'll accompany gfs to e.p see xiao zhu 罗志祥

maybe meeting him as well (;

或许泪水流过,
才会明白

2009-03-04T13:14:00.004+08:00

Here are some photo which i took
i did edit some of it
do give me some comment (:

The Dawn

Cloudiness

Bluesy Sky

Rainbow

Cherry Blossom

Sunny Doll

one.

two.
Which one better?

Henderson Wave

Back Valley

Splash

Endless Path

Loneliness

more and more coming ^^

2009-03-03T13:53:00.012+08:00

Finally hp cable can connect through :D

1st time rainbow in 2008

2nd rainbow in 2009

Ytd evening after raining cat and dog , i went out of my corridor door look up the sky and saw a rainbow { by using my sixth sense} it's my 2nd time i saw it although nt shiny (; It's true quote ;"There's always sunshine after rain " ^^

Do you BELIEVE?

Aw~ Piggy eddy's flying off to Taiwan soon ; while mylin's flying off to Australia in the end of the mth ): i wanna to fly oversea also >.<

silent cry last night
thinking negatives stuffs again
the feeling's damn misery
in font of family and friends
i choose to keep quiet and hide my feeling
why? because even i told them
will they understand ?
No not at all );
i wish to think positive
because i know tomorrow 'll be a brand new day

2009-03-02T10:34:00.010+08:00

Hello March ~~Bye February~~

Firstly . i'm not MIA -.-

Had been working for 3 days at NATAS FAIR
i'm in charge of selling tickets by using master card (;
although is tiring and whle body's aching
but
bUT
BUT...
Colleagues and Esther Boss's friendly and nice :D

Thank them for taking care ;
& & & jaslin'neighbour and mylin's dad drove us in and out (:
now i can't wait for my PAY and work again^^

Last by not least

HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYY 24th
to JONATHAN CHIONH BROTHER :D

Moo Moo which i brought for his bdae'present(;

2009-02-25T17:46:00.006+08:00

Mylin put same msn nick as ME
but different pictures ;
we did had a promise between each other
Ps. you know , i know ^^

This few days , had been raining cat and dog heavily,even thunder's getting
fiercer and fiercer : / But...
this's the BEST weather to sleep ^@^

Think that we're easily to cheat on?
Come if you dare ^^
*evil laugh*

2009-02-24T01:24:00.004+08:00

Meet up Summer go KTVVVV
suppose sing 1pm-4pm end up we extend till 7pm :D

Ps. Thank ah ma for accompany today , let go SING again if you don't mind my singing is

awful~ :P

Be careful everyone , territor's coming >.<

Crazy Timeeee

no idea why she cover my eye -.-

i'm craving for MC Chicken just now , so mylin's send a delivery drawing
at msn so sweet of her huh ; anw i sms brother to brought for me heh!:D

Watched Full House (Super Junior) again , i keep on laughing non-stop
it's damn FUNNY ! :B

Lastly

사랑해요 , 오빠(L)

49 days' had gone

2009-02-23T23:32:00.001+08:00

WT****Mood's getting worse and worse
I didn't know what's wrong with me
Guess changed to another person
i ain't a good ,clever ,filial ,trustworthy,mature daughter and friend.
i'm just a unfilial ,childish ,naughty ,useless ,untrustworthy , betrayer daughter and friend.

There's no longer a cheerful,laughter and happy-go-lucky joyce ):

In the first place , you didn't trust me at all what the point?
and you said you understand us , not at all please !
iHATEu

2009-02-21T18:26:00.008+08:00

ToGetHer 《爱就宅一起》
Rainie Yang , Jiro Wang and George Hu

This taiwan drama show is gg to broadcast later at 2130
so pity i didn't go for their events due to my lazyness =x {somemore it'damn far -.-} i want to see George Hu in real person >.< He's damn CUTE and HANDSOME ok! :D

Ohya this morni i went to art class my teacher ask me
He: How come so early simei got so many people?
Me: Huh? Simei ite ar?
He: No no, East point there
Me: Oh... ( i suddenly recall) Because today gt taiwan idols came
He: Aiyo~ You all teenagers ah ....*shake head*
Me: Hehe :D

out of suddenly , i feel like going KTVVVV to SINGGG !
anyone? o.O

Maybe i don't have the right to have it ):

2009-02-20T20:19:00.009+08:00

Seriously i want a DSLR CAMERA BADLYYYYY ~>.< currently now saving $$$ unless someone sponsor me LOL {JOYCE! it's IMPOSSIBLE} =X

Grrs~ idk what wrong with sony ericsson cable ; can't transfer my photo and songs -.- i think can throw away lah *laughs*

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱

2009-02-19T00:45:00.001+08:00

Meet up dearest gf
took Bus518 to suntec for window shopping
aftermath slack and camewhoring at starbuck;
back tamp i went off home while she meet her friend (:

Had tiff with her nowadays
she getting reasonable >.<

i swear i won't be like her in the future
dad and brother's BEST :D

2009-02-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

Overall graduation event's BORING -.-
shldn't go in the first place ...

People graduate're happy , i ain't happy at all

2009-02-14T12:55:00.001+08:00

Suppose to stay at home have my lalala-land due to my laziness
in the end dated by samantha and jiahui
meet them up at tamp mrt they shocked me -.-
trained to city hall meet up dimple who's joining us :D
she came and we went to ate our dinner at pastamia(suntec)
after that we went back to the city hall mrt wait for eileen
and went back to suntec city starbuck to slack , camewhoring and joking :D
Reach home 10.45pm
this year's a GREAT , HIGH and WONDERFUL VALENTINE DAY!
although not celebrate with guy instead with ladies
Thanks them for the gifts and i'm sorry i didn't get anything stuffs for you all ):
LOVE & HUG♥♥♥

Ps.Someone had same stuffs and favourite tv-show with me :DDDD
那种滋味

2009-02-13T00:14:00.001+08:00

It's already 4 years
why still today i can't forget him?
mind recall me back how badly he hurt me...
i damn silly to ask for patch that time
after we broke up, both of us saw each other like
a stranger , i had no idea why i feel damn hurt
am i really like him in the first place? is he my first love?
i don't know ... ):

How long will it take to heal the wound ?

2009-02-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

Applied Poly just now ;
Hopefully can get into the interview (:

today'll be the last day of CNY
saw the moon outside is
DAMN ROUND AND SHINE .

i wanna to improve my ENGLISH
can anyone teach me how???

Sometime i thinking

can we change the fact ?

2009-02-08T23:40:00.005+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to STEVEN SIA :D!

say "HELLO" to my new friend :D
POCOYO
Isn't he adorable?

Special "鱼生"

Ready Everyone???

HUAT AH! laughs*

Lenoard : i'm the first to snatch the strawberry :D

Lenoard Loy Qi Wei ♥♥♥

Ps. Sorry for those photo's blurred =P

Afternoon Aunt and Uncle came for visitng
in the evening cousins came our house ate renioun dinner
this year our "鱼生" is damn Special look like fruit salad HUHU!
ohya did i mention about justin? who is lenoard and terrance 's brother
while we watching posidence all cousins sat on the chair and suddenly justin sat and part
of the chair broken i remember still got one time they came my hse they play ball and kick the water fountain , the duck figure drop half -.- everyone laughed but thank he's all right ;afterall he's just a playful boy among 7 cousins (;

2009-02-07T23:10:00.004+08:00

Kenneth and Samantha

I aint look nice at this pic :B

QuanLong & Jiahui's Ah Ma

Do they look like a family???=X

Meeee :D

Samantha

Bro's FRIENDs

Meet up sam off to
1st visit jiahui house
Play UNO with sam , quanlong , jiahui and kenneth
THANK for sam keep on making laugh-.-
& & & jiahui and kenneth 're the last one who lose the game *big laughs*:D
2nd visit jiahui's ah ma house
3rd visit jiahui's younger aunt house
Baby Issac's damnnnn CUTTEEEEE ^^
4th visit kenneth house
it's a private estate 3-storey high somemore
one word to descirbe *WOW* better than my mum'friend and my cousin previous house :B
5th visit samantha house
Lastly ~ MY HOUSEEEE :DDDD
they brought MAC to my house .
House's damn MERRILY ; Bro's classmates came over to hav reunion dinner (:
I'm DAMN SUPER HUNGRYYYY~ luckily still got foods left over
after eating play "STRESS" with sam
AH HUH! i shocked her twice wohoo~ :P
10plus all off home (:

2009-02-06T22:35:00.004+08:00

Love Matters

Had been rotting at home for few days ~ and craving to watch movie suppose to watch last sun thank for someone(EDDY CHUA) cancel the date-.- end up date mylin go watched . Overall the movie's BORING -.-
lastly wish a
Happy Belated 18th Birthday to Anna Phua :D
sorry for not attending ur BBQ );

2009-02-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Aren't they loveable?

Happy Birthday to DR.Richard Kirk .
He currently now in North Yorkshire Moors
and the weather there's still snow-ing {i wanna to go please>.<}

Ohya neighbour brought donuts for mummy ~
it damn delicious and yummys ='P

2009-02-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Dearest Mummy ♥♥♥
Treat her to Crystal Jade Kitchen
while Bro and Dad share to bought chocolate cake
and she can't ate because she still sick -.-
poor her );

2009-02-02T11:40:00.003+08:00

Last min dated with wifey ytd
went her hse bai nian aftermath off to C.A ;
CAMEWHORED time:D
back to tamp had our dinner at Fish & Co(:

2009-01-31T21:07:00.003+08:00

Benjamin Disraeli:

Read no history: nothing but biography, for that is life without theory.

Huhu! i caught 5 mosquitoes which ate full of blood :D Last few days , they irritating me during my dream-land not irritate me, irritate almost my whle family too -.- i guess all mosquitoes came from NAS as every sat they will spray to spread the mosquitoes away and it flew to our HDB flat. I wanna to complain please >.<

& & & i need INSPIRATION);

2009-01-30T23:59:00.007+08:00

Sigh~Poor mummy
She had been sick frm cny eve till now ):
and see doctor twice
hopefully she speedy recover (:

Since u think they aren't ur friends
don't think or care about it
it not worth it at all , right?
Cheer up (;

4 more days~

2009-01-29T16:16:00.002+08:00

Had been running up and down this 2 days( ytd & today)
to nyp.
ytd with eeqah , mylin and eeqah friend (;
today wake up at 6plus , rush dwn to nyp for interview at 8am
i damn nervous and worry ~
do the test OMG it damn tough can?!
after test show the letures my works
they told me i not suitable and ask me to apply visual com
because i suit on grahic design
but eeqah's lucky ! she had passed her 1st interview ;
Congrate! hope her 2nd interview sucessful too! :D

Well for me? waiting for 9th feb apply tp
hopefully can *pray hard*
if not i had no idea what to do );

Thanks for those people concern , don't worry i'm fine winks*

2009-01-27T23:06:00.006+08:00

CNY EVE
Clear all my stuffs
Re-arrange my portfolio for wed
DIY of my nails
Had a Reunion Steamboat Dinner with family

my DIY nails

STEAMBOAT :D

CNY First Day
Wake up 10-11plus get prepared
Take a Family Photo before going out {every-year we always take}
Cabbed to God-mum place , went to Ah Ma hse after that
last station went to Golden Tooth Temple
&. thanks to brother & mum took wrg path to go -.-
Took bus 12 home & brought MACDONALD for dinner :B

Happy Family ~ ♥♥♥

Father and Son

Son: "Be careful , i'll bite ! "

Papa

Aren't they adorable?

what i wore on 1st day

my BELOVED Granny <3

Rabbit Teeth :B

CNY Second Day
Wake up damn early 8plus get prepared
neighbour drove us to Golden Temple
Mum'side cousins came , make dumpling for them
{i keep on disturb leonard , but too pity didn't took with photo of him ):}
after awhile Dad's side came
ate dinner and they go off ard 8plus
Another cousin came.Helped to clear off the stuffs
another tired-ing for me ):

what i wore on 2nd day { like aunty , is it?}

Mooo~ Mooo~

Mum'side cousins {spot leonard?}

let GAMBLE ! * small bet only *

MUM:D

This is how i celebrate my cny for this 3 days ^^
ohya , it seem like every cny year i wore just only top & short -.-
i swear next cny i wanna to wear dress instead of top & short >.<

2009-01-26T00:54:00.005+08:00

Wish EVERYONE a
HAPPY PROSPERITY MOOO YEAR! ~
as this year animal is COW {moo ~ moo~ }
& & &
get lot of ang baoooo :DDDDDD
last but not least
my favourite quote : Don't Worry Be Happy ! (:

2009-01-24T22:06:00.003+08:00

just received this graduation pack with my lastest result slip:D
still consider want to go :/
i guess not the whle class going ? o.O

This few days had been run either 201 or tamp mart to buy cny stuffs with mum.
it's damn crowded esp.201 all shops open till late include the wet market too open till the next morning. This's my ever 1st time see before not sure is it every cny'll be like this *laughs*:D

2009-01-23T00:10:00.006+08:00

Grrs~
Apply poly's damn complicated >.<
damn HUNGRY~
i'm "CRAVING FOR MACDONALD" now :D

Congrate! to yongsheng had passed his tp license (:

2009-01-18T22:09:00.009+08:00

Wake up 9plus in the morni , suppose attend art class end up didn't due to my laziness =P .
Help mum to do house chore & preparing foods for advance reunion dinner as my granny they all coming :D Hah! Everyone in family had a part to do , such as mum did cooking , bro did fruits jelly ,well as for me did dumpling :D while staying at hme for the whole day , neighbour, mum'friend & my cousins came and give us cny stuffs ; finally get to see until Leonard {qi wei} it'had been quite long i saw him :D
Ard 5plus granny & they all reached my house ,had reunion dinner after that sat down have chit-chat & joke with them till 8plus they went home.Helped to clear up all the mess.It's a tired-ing day );

Yipeee~ CNY's around the corner =DDDD!
but at the same time no else to go -.-

2009-01-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

Cherish
This word indeed important to everyone
Once u lose , it gonna to be too late...

2009-01-11T20:26:00.004+08:00

Still brood over marcus matter
mind's full of his imagines
everywhere ; everyday ...
no appetite , no mood to do stuffs
till now yet can't accept the fact
that he's gone ...
the feeling's terrible
esp the memories during school-days
Sigh );
but no matter what , life is still go on ...

Went to down to TP & NYP open house ytd
with sam , aqeah , her friend{forget what his name},jiahui , Kenneth & eileen
ask letures more about the courses we wanted(;
Aftermath went to clark quay celebrate belated bdae for eileen
suppose go alkaff bridge but all of us had no idea how to go
so ahead to a water fountain which surround by pub & resturant
it's damn BIGGER , we trick eileen and push her in the water
she's drenched , we keep on laughing non-stop =P
back to tamp , went to MacDonald for a chill
while chill-ing suddenly Piggy Eddy called :D
he had been quite long didn't contact me >.<
anw had a chat with him (;
on the way hme , bump until summer on bus ^^
Hope Belated Bdae Girl had enjoy herself ytd (;

Ps.Sorry family & friends
that neglected/ throw temper to u guys last few days);

2009-01-08T22:44:00.013+08:00

Went down to his wake today with classmates
mr ethan and the rest of the teachers are there too.
Saw him , the feeling's like pathetic )';
feel unfair to him to leave the world like this
burst out with tears again which i trying to control yet i can't
his family and relatives're terrible upset ...
tmr is his cremated
can't get to send him off tmr and give him the last respect
Sorry );

Good news for you
the police had arrested them but still got 2 more
hope they bring the justice for you.
Don't worry/think to much ,
Go on to the new journey peacefully all right?
and stay happy forever (:

Marcus Siah Wui Xiang

2009-01-07T19:55:00.006+08:00

shocked to hear the news , i can't imagine
it happened tooo suddenly ...
i burst out with tears );
recalled back our school days with u (although u didn't come school often),
during in class
you did funny stuffs to make the class laugh just like a entertainment
now u left us ...
R.I.P my bunny classmate/friend
U're never forget by us .

Treasure people around before they gone

2009-01-04T12:33:00.002+08:00

0401
Happy 19th Birthday to
EILEEN CHUA JIA LING! :D

Ps.Don't drink too much coke lahs (:

2009-01-01T14:31:00.005+08:00

FUIYOHHH~
i gonna to post the very first day of YEAR 2009 :D

Yes, recently i had been imagine sooo much stuffs
i damn vexed about it
i did cry badly sometime too
the feeling like no one understand at all ...
i think over and OVER again
decide what i need and want to do
thanks for those people care and ask about me
i appreciated (;
Don't worry about me all right ? *winks*

a BRAND NEW YEAR START ,
a BRAND NEW ME :D
i BELIEVE i can do it
do you guys support me? o.O

all i can do to stay postive always (;

2008-12-31T22:34:00.004+08:00

abt 1 more hour to GO
gonna to say a ~~BIG GOODBYE to 2008~~
& say a BIG HELLO to 2009 !!!

in 2008 did happen lot of stuffs
well all i can say it's in the past already
let it bygones by bygones ;
no point of swell anymore.
hope in 2009 is gone smoothly for everyone
including me :D

last but not least wish everyone a
Happy Joyous New 2009 Year !

2008-12-30T12:47:00.003+08:00

Meet up ite classmates today instead of tmr
reached at city hall ard 5plus
Sani , Sahiran & i ate LJS for dinner { they keep on disturbing me >.<}
the rest went to ate starbuck for dinner
Aftermath went to Fullerton slacking
Marie & Fareast came and join us
Suppose going to marina barrage due too late
Slacked at Clark Quay area play "TRUTH & DARE"
Reached home 11plus (;

More photo will coming up when i receive from co.

It's a FUN & GREAT outing with them :D

No one's there for me );

2008-12-25T00:12:00.008+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS , EVERYONE !!!:D
Countdown 1 more day - RESULT
6 more days - 2009

where are my true friends? ):

2008-12-23T22:45:00.009+08:00

"Last Christmas I give u my heart
And the very next day
You give it away..."

Christmas'2 more days away ~ anyway not in a Christmas mood at all ;
Here go a LONELY CHRISTMAS for meeee

Meet up eileen & sam today went to simei ite as eileen apply for her nitec course while sam have her BL meeting. Half-way apply eileen forget to bring her N lvl cert , went back her hse { her sis hamster's CUTE :D} & went back to simei ite again . Finally get it done . Took train to chinatown as i wanna to took photo for apply photo competition{dateline:this friday} aftermath we went bugis ,hanging ard till night as i wanna to took photo at night as a christmas theme .Suppose to go suntec after that both of us too tired so she accompany me 201 had my dinner.
THANK EILEEN for accompany today (: ♥♥♥

i wanna to grow taller ):

Alkaff Bridge
Anyone know how to go???? (tag me)

PS. mum say order pizza for tmr evening as it's CHRISTMAS EVEEEEE~